Does it hurt?

[Guest]

I am an 18 year old smo. I cant go to clubs and i dont have money to go out. I know there are a few more things i can do to hone my skills but i dont do them. i was being pissy and said "fuck it, im either all in or all out" Most of my friends went to collage and the bad ones are gangsters. So i dont have much friends right now. (really im not looking for attention, im just setting the mood)

I have been here and there with women. I cant say i have had a huge amount but i have had my fair share for what i have been able to do. Though, since i have had a cell phone, i have always had a girl to text.

but to the point

Do you know that feeling you get when a girl doesnt text you back or you get that "read" note on myspace? That feeling where your heart sinks low into your chest and you just want to die?

i dont get that anymore. Like i said i just havent been talking to much women anymore (actually almost none at all) Well, just one but she is just a friend.(no attraction on her part) So my texts have been to an all time low. I actually liked it, no women to please and i can just relax, review.


I just got back in, doing some flirting every now and then and i still get a couple of hits and missed. But when it comes to the shit feeling i get when she doesnt message me back, for a long time or never, i dont care at all?

For a few weeks i have been wondering why this happened. Have i been through this so much that it just doesnt hurt anymore? Like drake said "pussy is only pussy and i get it when i need it" haha pretty good song

Could it be because i am so secure about my feelings? Prob not. I was always secure with myself. I can say i wasn't REALLY REALLY secure. I had women, i knew i was actually pretty good.

I think not, i think it is that: because i was without texts or female attention for so long that I knew it wasnt SO bad. If i lost a girl, so what, i have been lonely before, I CAN DO IT AGAIN!!!!

What about guys who never had girls before. Wouldn't they have gone through this lonely stage? why are they still feeling so bad?

Good question ;) I think that DOES have to do with the securty thing. They need to be able to get women first. let them wallow in the estrogen for a little bit. If they still get the sick feeling after hooking up with a good number of women, then take a break and know that one going away isnt so bad.

Well, who knows if this really works for everyone. I just think this is why im not so paranoid when i get flakes or when i fuck up.

[Guest]

I'd say it has to do with satisfying your own "ego"!