I went out tonight to Red River with a bunch of you dudes. I felt really good. I really feel like I've found my center again. The storm is over and now I'm in much calmer waters. And yes, I sarged sober, and I am sober now. No police incidents.
There was a time when I was on a roll. Lately, I hadn't had one good set in about 2 weeks, mainly due to my personal shit which I haven't kept very private as you all know.
The aftermath of it all is that I've realized I'm only really interested in 9's and 10's right now. I've realized that what I'm really looking for is to find someone better than my ex-girlfriend. So with that in mind, I feel so much less pressure to go out and "sarge" and I only am really opening girls who I feel have some kind of potential.
So tonight, I opened only one set, and then I left after evaluating the rest of the room, because I need to work tomorrow. The girl was a 9, blonde. Probably the hottest girl at Red River or one of. The set went really well, and I ejected on my own after like 5 to 10 minutes because she wasn't really what I was looking for. Went direct and honest.
Not an eventful field report, but hey, that's a very welcomed change!