Accountability

[Skaldgrimnir]

I've only met you the once, so I cannot say what you need to do with any sort of accuracy, especially as I am still just an afc trying to be more.

I went out the other night, and I met Bull Run, and Ratio. Bull Run had no problem telling me what I was doing wrong, and in a kind hearted way, told me to be more conscious of myself, and my body. Ratio spent most of the evening by my side, helping me tremendously, even if I was having trouble breaking out of my shell.

I got a number, which was huge for me, and I introduced and spoke to a few women who I would have thought were beyond talking to me two months ago.

And I realized how it is fun. It's fun to actually be able to talk to someone, instead of sitting in a corner.

Like I said, I am just starting, so I cannot say what you need; mainly I can say that things got so much cooler when I started having fun.

Maybe you need to step back and ask yourself what makes this fun for you, and focus on that.

You said you're not satisfied - in my professional life, I tend to notice I stop having fun, whether it be from a lack of excitement or challenge, before I stop feeling somewhat satisfied. But then, even at the best of times, I am rarely fully satisfied, as I am always looking to improve.

[Bull Run]

I've only met you the once, so I cannot say what you need to do with any sort of accuracy, especially as I am still just an afc trying to be more.

I went out the other night, and I met Bull Run, and Ratio. Bull Run had no problem telling me what I was doing wrong, and in a kind hearted way, told me to be more conscious of myself, and my body. Ratio spent most of the evening by my side, helping me tremendously, even if I was having trouble breaking out of my shell.

I got a number, which was huge for me, and I introduced and spoke to a few women who I would have thought were beyond talking to me two months ago.

And I realized how it is fun. It's fun to actually be able to talk to someone, instead of sitting in a corner.

Like I said, I am just starting, so I cannot say what you need; mainly I can say that things got so much cooler when I started having fun.

Maybe you need to step back and ask yourself what makes this fun for you, and focus on that.

You said you're not satisfied - in my professional life, I tend to notice I stop having fun, whether it be from a lack of excitement or challenge, before I stop feeling somewhat satisfied. But then, even at the best of times, I am rarely fully satisfied, as I am always looking to improve.

Congrats on the number bro! When you've been doing this long enough you'll begin to see the world completely differently. I suspect you're already looking at things from a different perspective.

Sorry I bailed on Blackfinn, I was starting to get a little too drunk AND my neighbor called to tell me that a friend of hers I've been working on was hanging at her place. Good meeting you in person.

[El Fenix]

I'm strange.
One night I feel like dog crap. The next night I full close

[Guest]

I wish i woulda known of these rules before you came to OK i coulda gotten smashed for free. Then I woulda been the one puking over my balcony railing not you. LMAO

[Guest]

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[Guest]

sweet im getting paid tonight!

[Guest]

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I shoulda put a time frame on this. I was using booze as a crutch, and i took it out. Things got better. I got to the point where I can drink or not, and its about the same.
Last Saturday, and last night, made me change my mind back though. This is permanent. For good.
If we are just hanging out, i can drink. If I am out to meet girls, I will do it sober. No if's and's or buts.

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ooooh, she musta been ugly when you woke up.