rkurly14 wrote:Where can I run night game by myself without looking llke a loser?
Anyplace on the planet, except perhaps your local jail.
I don't know you, but it sounds like you just need to suck it up and jump in the pool.... playing the game is THE most important part of the game, since if you never play, you'll never win.
Once you START playing, then it's all about confidence, radience, playfulness. Remember that last time you felt like you were on top of the world, and then act like that.