I was supposedly a shoe-in for a promotion to double my pay, make the position permanent, and its something I feel is socially productive and rewaring. However, the selecting went up to Washington DC and a selection was made based upon veteran's preference, and now the position I've held for years is filled.
So my options are:
go to another program and deal with this crap again
start my own business, write plans the way I want to and help out a ton of cities and counties around the nation
wine and cry like a bitch on the internet
I feel like this is the biggest push I'm going to get to start my own business, how could it possibly be more convincing? However, I still don't feel the push like I want to, to inspire the determination to go out on a limb and start my own business.
How do you know when you're ready, and have the skills to run your own business? I don't want to look back on this issue when I'm 70-years old and wish I tried. Much like what I've learned here with women, the greatest pain of all is laziness and not putting forth effort on goals, not rejection or failure.
