Pumping state through text

[Guest]

There's this friend I used to work with, she's HOT, I'd say a 9 or 9.5, and even better, she's professional and really got her life together, and just plain cool. As far as non-physical traits she's got to be 8 or 9 for me. Needless to say, I really like this woman.

When we worked together I would flirt with her very slightly, and she would always flirt back but I would sorta drop it because in a work environment, I wanted to be super sure not to cross into uncomfortable zone, especially since we were working together on a project.

Yesterday afternoon I had a lengthy text chat with her, and we talked about relationships, and I would somewhat disqualify myself and she would keep saying how awesome I am. Finally, toward the end, she said, "If you ditch your gf and want to get drunk and makeout sometime.... We should do that to see if there's any chemistry :)"

I've been in a kinda sour mood the past couple weeks. Not really motivated to do anything. But after that conversation, I felt like a million dollars. I actually felt like working out. I felt like doing a lot of things I had been putting off.

I copied the entire exchange down in a text file, and now I can read it again whenever I need a little boost. We'll see how it goes.

[Guest]

Wow man. Grats to you, sir. Although I am hurt that every time I've sent you a text asking if you want to get drunk and make out, you totally change your phone number.

[Guest]

Sweet dude, I'd actually like to read what all you wrote man.

Congrats!

[Guest]

I second that, finesse! Congrats Vector.

[Guest]

good to see, sometimes thats all it takes

[Guest]

You know what sucks.

What sucks is how outside influences are the main motivators in how we feel. I know I am way guilty of this. I hate it.

Could you imagine if you could interlize the feeling you have right now and feel that way all the time.

How fucking amazing would your life be?

Either way congrads sir. Hopefully you are a good kisser.

[Guest]

good drunk kisser.

[Guest]

Playercool I know what you mean and I was thinking, damn, why does this woman have such a big influence on my attitude? But then I might as well take advantage of it..

[Guest]

lmao definately use what it takes to motivate, and playercool there is a way to internalize that feeling it comes with great consequences its called DRUGS! speaking of which should i take the red or the blue pill?