If any of you guys see me standing around being a pussy, give me some shit about it. For some reason when you guys are around i'm much braver when it comes to approaching women. I have a tendency to slack off.
I've been doing all kind of crazy shit. I've spent assloads of money on clothes (have really pushed myself wearing some crazy shit!........who wears Versace to a country bar? I spend $200 today on 2 shirts). Been working out. Just got a membership at a tanning salon (i'm embarassed every time I go in). had surgery to remove a couple of moles. been reading all kinds of materials. bought jewelry which i've never worn before(rings, braceltes, necklace). Got a new job that pays a lot more money. All this shit, yet I still don't approach enough, cause I'm shy. Even with chicks I know i just run out of things to say.
I seem to do a lot better when I'm drunk. then when i meet chicks out on a date and I'm sober, they don't understand that i'm not really that talkative and outgoing, they wonder why i'm so different from the guy that made them laugh at the bar.