by Neuromancer » Fri Jan 26, 2007 5:23 am
Reminds me of when I used to play Star Wars Galaxiwes. I played a girl. Professional dancer and taylor. I had a bpyfriend and everything. Poor bastard was in love with me and I didn't have the heart to send him a message saying, "dude, I'm a guy."
I learned a bunch about AFCdom from that. He always wanted to be around me and wanted to do things for me. It drove me nuts because his desire to make me happy made me feel abliged to use him to make him feel good about himself. that was fucked up. I ended up treating him like shit to make him go away but it just made him try harder.
The worst part of it was, I remember girls doing that to me. It made me realize that the girlfriends that I didn't like treated me better than the ones I did. I'm not advocating treating girls like shit but I did realize they can take care of themselves and I was around to fill a need besides care giver.
I guess women need guys to enhance their lives not fulfill them. OK I think I have been free thinking too much in my posts tonight. I probably shouldn't post this but it's cathartic so fuck you, I'm posting it.
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