I need my own blog!

[MagicBalls]

I need my own blog so I can stop flooding the forum with my little puny stories ala Charlie Brown and the Little Red Head Girl. It's just that I feel like I'm about to reach a higher plane. Like so many things have converged to stimulate me to wriggle out of my shell, and as I push myself little by little, my experience builds and takes me above a threshold where eventually I rise to approach the point of critical mass and ahhhhhhhhh.... no more Blue Balls. BlueBalls will metamorphosize into the Superhero now in the making.

When my transformation is complete, I shall be called Superfly, and all Playboy-quality prudes from all the Catholic colleges and all the Baptist colleges and all the Buddhist colleges and all the Hindu collegs will kneel at my feet and beg to service me just one more time.

But until then, here are today's highlights.

The first words I spoke this morning was about pickup. Walking into the building at work, late, I might add, I saw the most beautiful body I have seen all year. Tall, lean, and curvy. Just the perfect frame. Think cover of Playboy's College Girls. Most of all she had a sexy walk that showed a lot of sexuality, vivacity, and personality as her hips gyrated and her legs moved with grace without the help of high heels. She was not slutty in the least bit, just very sexy. Even her clothes, had an informal, summer romance feel.

All the women that walked around her, some wearing high heels could not hold a candle to her motions. Her hair was long, thick and beautiful, brown, with light brown highlights. I thought for sure I'd found my new wife. She was up a head of me, so I had to walk real fast, and as I was doing so I was tailing her ass to see if I could pick up a scent of pussy.

I didn't, so I moved up to her left like a pilot in a dog fight. I looked at her stomach and made sure she didn't have a beer belly. Now keep in mind that even 2, 3, or 6 months ago I would have kept on walking, even if I had hoped to say something. But not now. No time to think.

Me: I like your outfit, it's very summery!
H: [looking at me and smiling, then looking down] hahahahahaha
Me: Yeah, it makes think about going to a picnic or something!
H: hahahahahahahahahaha

I was too caught up in the moment to be in disbelief. In a few seconds I was able to get a positive reaction from the most beautiful woman I've seen all year. I have begun approaching women and teasing them whenever I get the chance, so it wasn't anything completely new, it had just reached a new level for me. And suddenly, it was like I had put on a new skin that fit perfectly. And it was nothing about what was said. The intensity of the interaction all had to do with what was happening underneath.

I came up beside her in such a way that was aggressive. Not threatening, mind you, but in such a way that there was not a question that I was interested in her. That's new for me. I've always had this impression that women put down guys who come on to them aggressively. I don't know why. I think it's just a lot of brainwashing from the educational system and the media.

But actually, and this is the second time this has happened to me in the past few weeks, if the girl likes you, and you're able to catch her off guard and make her laugh, she will LOVE the attention that you're giving her, and she won't be able to help but show it. It's hard to explain. It's just a few seconds, but in those few seconds, you are aware that you're hitting on this girl, she's fully aware that you're hitting on her, and most of all you're aware that she's aware and that she is nevertheless ENJOYING THE ATTENTION. And the conversation is lighthearted enough that you both know that either one of you could play it off if one of you decided not to keep pursuing.

My God that is such a good feeling. It's a thrill, a rush, and it's intense. This is TOTALLY new for me. TOTALLY new. I feel like I have just jumped over a fence, and now I'm on the other side.

Every time I have one of these interactions, I learn something. And I think of new things to say afterwards. Sometimes I use that knowledge later, and I've thought about it enough that I don't have to think about it. For this interaction, this conversation could have gone like this:

Me: I like your outfit, it's very summery!
H: hahahahahaha
Me: Yeah, it makes think about going to a picnic or something!
H: hahahahahahahahahaha
Me: Hey, you know what, I'm having doubts about going in to work now, I'm taking you water skiing....
H: I love water sports!!!
Me: But I'm running late, so I'll see you later!


Story # 2:

I was at the snack counter at the college being loud and funny and carrying on very well with the cashier. I glanced over a few times at an HB9 in her mid twenties, who I had exchanged a few words with earlier. She's in my new class. For the most part, I ignored her, and it was interesting to see her looking my and smiling and trying to get into the conversation.

Story # 3:

Coming out of class there an 20 year old HB10 of small frame and great ass walking far ahead of me. She and another girl stop and look out at the rain. They don't talk to each other. I only have a couple of seconds to think of something to say.

Me: [Taking my keys out, speaking playfully] Go get my car!
J: [Turns and smiles] Where did you park?
Me: Waaaaaaaayyyyy out there.
J: [Opening her little umbrella] Yeah, me too. Why don't we go together, we can share the umbrella.

The umbrella was small, so I had to walk very close to her. And interestingly enough, our vehicles were parked right next to each other! I made sure to point that out in a funny way. The whole thing was actually a sweet, personal moment with someone who only a few minutes earlier was a complete stranger.

I'm in game mode/improv mode all the time now. All the time. My goal is to internalize all this. To make it second nature. Eventually I hope this will take me to a point where the right combination of events will allow things to begin to happen for me. I feel like there are so many things that could happen. My experiences and the places a go to are varied enough that the future holds only new special and unique stories to tell.

This will be my last report for a while.

Cheers.

[holyskeleton]

um... blogspot.com??

[Rhody]

I like your field reports. That's some good stuff. Keep them right here.