FR: I Love this city

[talontron]

I havnt really written one of these in a while.
i found out my problem. i was severely depersonalized from lexapro but was just used to it for an entire year. It caused my sex drive to be nonexistentl, i couldn't get a boner, and i had difficulty reaching an orgasm. on top of that i would be in my head a lot when i was in conversation. it was like viewing the world through a glass window never really experiencing emotions. so recently i tried wellbutrin to reverse the effects and it worked wonders and fixed everything. now on to the field report

my friends invited me to a party downtown at a really nice condo overlooking Dallas. it was beautiful. we arrived at the door. i didnt know anyone so I thought it would be funny if my friends would scoot off to the side and let me be at the door. she opened and i said "im here for the gang bang" haha
she laughed

we entered, i said hi to everyone and noticed lots of AI's everywhere. i didn't really approach any girls but they approached me. this one black girl kept on forgetting my name and asking me every min it seemed like. this other girl the hottest said that i was a very good dresser. so i left it at that and went inside to play beer pong.

my friends said that the hot girl wanted my nuts and she thought i was super cute. i didn't approach her. i was just shooting the shit with my friends and having fun. the party gravitated towards us. then another girl said if i needed a beer pong partner, i said yes knowing that the hot girl wanted to play with me. as were playing i wasnt really talking to her. i should have. but she was all over me. like laying against me standing, bumping into me repeatedly, lots of EC, bending over with her legs straight like i was fucking her from behind, while looking at me whole bunch of crap. she asked me standard questions, where do you go to college, yadda yadda

so the game ended and there was tension between us so i grabbed her hand and lead her outside on the patio. kind of caveman style. pushed her against the balcony and attempted to make out with her. she said" but i barely even know you,"
i just kept on kissing her neck and everything.

"I know you want me"
"but i play hard to get" she giggled
"you were all over me just inside"- i was needy
"your funny"
"whatever i know you want me" i really didn't know what to do at this point so we went inside. she was uncomfortable and was talking to her friends about what happened. i went back to play beer pong. whatever and i was tipsy. note i need to not drink. and need to actually talk to her and convey my personality and build comfort and all that shit.

and this tan girl comes to play. game goes on and walk through the hallway and the hot girl eye fucked me more. i thought i lost her. but whatever i had to finish the game.

so afterwards everyone decides to go to lizard lounge. three girls insisted that i come. so we arrive. and the cashier is pretty hot. heavy eye contact. damn AA im in my head. get in and start having fun with my friends. the new friends at the party come and we start getting everyone into the big room. the tan girl insist that i dance with her. so im grinding with her and her nice ass, and carressing her body with my hands, getting really into it. and her neck leans back and i kiss her. she turns around, face to face now and im grabbing her ass and rubbed her panties through her dress. i think i escalated too fast with her. so she danced with someone else. maybe ASD??

i start dancing with this other girl who they came with and do the same thing. start making out hardcore, then i slipped my hand through her shorts and into her pussy. she was wet!!! i saw that not alot of people were around us and we were in view of everyone so i left to smoke out on the patio, came back to dance some more and we start grinding, while another girl come behind me and grinds then more people. GRINDFEST haha

now i have AI from a lot of girls here , but i didnt approach. it gets late and the girl who i fingered says if im staying at the condo girls place. i said yes, not knowing if she will let me or not. more make out then we leave. condo girl says its fine. we get back and im in the kitchen with finger girrl and i start making out with her and fingering her. one finger on the clit and two on teh g spott. she starts squirmming and moaning. saying that she is turnign me on. she say" no sex tonight" a lot throughout the night. so i went outside to smoke, i dont smoke really, and tan girl comes out. and she just talk a lot, qualifying herself, and everything. she is sitting at an angle in a dress. and her legs are open on purpus and i see her panties a lot. its turning me on. i should of made a move. but didnt because both girls are friends. (limiting belief) dammit.

so we go down to the pool all of us and just talk. we get out and me and finger girl are ahead of everyone so were making out and i put her hand down my swimsuit and she grabs my pulsating dick . everyone was coming lcose so we stopped. "were not having sex tonight" she said.
I just laughed.

finger her then her ASD kicks in. saying stop. LMR fuck. "i wont judge you"
her"all you want is sex" yes
me" no i like you and all this stuff about how she is down to earth and really nice. and she is the coolest person out of the whole group. LMR, LMR ,LMR
kept on going for it
she called me a player
it was getting late ihadnt made that many connections so i said fuck it and went to bed.

got her number the next morning. tan girl insisted that i come with her and eat breakfast. she qualified herself some more talking about her family how rich they are and how she can cook really good. i said that she has to make a meal for me. she says deal should of got the number there. we eat and everything and she touches me and brushed against. me. i m just talking with everyone. we finished and walk outside. and her ass looks damn good in her jeans. she kept on bumping into me and everything. should of done something but i was tired barely slept. she went to work and i went home while the condo girl waited with me for my ride.

need to work on:
AA approach approach approach
talking more pretty much everything was nonverbal tonight
need to work on comfort and approach more women
need to go for hotter girls
CLOSE CLOSE CLOSE

any advice would be great!!!!

-talontron

[Daniel]

Nice job, I bet if you had a good wing to help you woulda had an all out porn quality orgy!