COMMITMENT

[Lucky9]

I read a really good forum a few days ago about a PUA's endeavors. I started to think about my successes, defeats, and most importantly everything I have learned from pick-up.

Just a few short weeks ago I made my first post on this site from what I believed was to really further my "Pick-up Game", I really found some funny and cocky assholes that have turned into pretty good friends with great information.

I have met tons of girls, Im not the best at pick up and Im not the worst but I have found that I have great day game and getting way better overall.

I was in a relationship for 2 years with the same girl this was really 3 years because I was with her for another year we were just not officially together. I was with her while being with other women at the same time after breaking up.
After moving to Denver, CO and attempting to better my skills with women, I have met several women and all of them that I have gotten in light relationships with are physical and a little emotional to me. For some reason these become very emotional relationships to women and they become attached to me which is a little scary. This is for almost any women I sleep with or begin fool around with.

Although alot of these women I like I slowly start to pull away from and they seem to really get their feelings hurt and mostly cry even though I tell them I dont want to date in the beginning. These women ask me "Why?" I havent really had a clear answer until today.

A girl we will call her G1. I had breakfast with G1 and we went to a pond and we were talking and feeding some ducks because thats what she wanted to do. We got in my car to leave and we started kissing and I took her shirt off and she started feeling me then she said "Everytime I get around you I get too easy", She then confronted me of why we werent dating. I told her I didnt want to be in a relationship right now, G1 got mad started crying and told me to take her home. I did then she texted me and put "Im sorry I dont mean to be mean I just want to be with you and I dont know why you dont feel the same?"

I never really assessed myself in this aspect until today but it made me feel bad. I guess Im just really afraid of commitment and cant really open up to women. Everytime I start to get close to any women I find flaws, and move away.