I have an internet addiction, so I disconnected it
Posted: Sat Apr 19, 2008 11:41 am...cause when you really think about it, life's to short to sit in front of a fucking computer 24/7.
I called Verizon and told them to jettison my account - and also talked them into waiving all early termination fees and giving me a remaining balance of zero.
I did this about two weeks ago and I swear it's one of the best things I've ever done. Cause, see, I would use the internet as an escape. The way an alcoholic crawls into the bottle, I crawl into t3h interwebs. And then there's the porn issue. Not that I was ever a big collector, but I developed a habitual response to my sexual angst. When I would feel my sexual frustration start to rise...I'd just go to a porn site. God, that sucks. Years can fly by before you realize how pathetic you've become. It's frightening.
I really don't a give a shit how inconvenient it is. Besides, I have internet at work and nobody really cares what we do on it (within reason, of course). That's how I've been able to get onto Dallas PUA, etc.
Anyways, I'm just sharing with you guys because, hey, that's what were supposed to do here, yeah?
Fuck porn. Internet addiction. And video games.
The idea, for me, is to completely remove any and all distractions and detours from my life's purpose. If a need arises in my life, I want to feel it and be able to address it rather than have it get numbed out for years with a bunch of nonsense like, say, arguing religion on net forums. In the area of love, specifically, I envision this for my future:
A petite, beautiful, exotic woman. Dark hair and eyes. Artistically and creatively inclined. Intelligent. Ethical. Wise. Nice legs and ass. Independent in her own goals, but prefers to be submissive in her relationship with me.
This is the kind of women I want to be with and, ultimately, wind up with in a single LTR.
I will make this happen and one way of doing that is to stop thinking about them while I jack off and actually go out and talk to them for real. And that can be helped by shitcanning the internet at my apartment because I'm not yet strong enough to avoid the temptation of using it as an escape.
Hey, speaking of exotic women...is there an area in Dallas where these women like to go? I mean, the beautiful olive-skinned Mediterranean, eastern-european, latina, etc...types. Cause, god, I love them.
I called Verizon and told them to jettison my account - and also talked them into waiving all early termination fees and giving me a remaining balance of zero.
I did this about two weeks ago and I swear it's one of the best things I've ever done. Cause, see, I would use the internet as an escape. The way an alcoholic crawls into the bottle, I crawl into t3h interwebs. And then there's the porn issue. Not that I was ever a big collector, but I developed a habitual response to my sexual angst. When I would feel my sexual frustration start to rise...I'd just go to a porn site. God, that sucks. Years can fly by before you realize how pathetic you've become. It's frightening.
I really don't a give a shit how inconvenient it is. Besides, I have internet at work and nobody really cares what we do on it (within reason, of course). That's how I've been able to get onto Dallas PUA, etc.
Anyways, I'm just sharing with you guys because, hey, that's what were supposed to do here, yeah?
Fuck porn. Internet addiction. And video games.
The idea, for me, is to completely remove any and all distractions and detours from my life's purpose. If a need arises in my life, I want to feel it and be able to address it rather than have it get numbed out for years with a bunch of nonsense like, say, arguing religion on net forums. In the area of love, specifically, I envision this for my future:
A petite, beautiful, exotic woman. Dark hair and eyes. Artistically and creatively inclined. Intelligent. Ethical. Wise. Nice legs and ass. Independent in her own goals, but prefers to be submissive in her relationship with me.
This is the kind of women I want to be with and, ultimately, wind up with in a single LTR.
I will make this happen and one way of doing that is to stop thinking about them while I jack off and actually go out and talk to them for real. And that can be helped by shitcanning the internet at my apartment because I'm not yet strong enough to avoid the temptation of using it as an escape.
Hey, speaking of exotic women...is there an area in Dallas where these women like to go? I mean, the beautiful olive-skinned Mediterranean, eastern-european, latina, etc...types. Cause, god, I love them.
