Accountability

[El Fenix]

What:
1.If you see me drink when we go out, the first person to call me on it drinks for FREE that night.
2.If I dont open a set in the first 5 minutes, first person to call me on it, drinks for FREE that night.

Why:
I'm serious about this guys. I'm not fvcking joking here. I've known 2 things that dont help me with my game, and yet I still do them. It all comes down to energy management. If I drink, i have to keep drinking to keep my energy up. If I stop, I crash and am useless. Last night at Ghostbar proved that to me again.
Also, If i get outta my head, and into sets early on, I have a good night. If I wait, I get stuck in my head, and have a shite night.

So, I'm either going to grow my game, or go broke buying guys booze. What say ye?

[JP2008]

Excellent Plan, when are we going out?

JP

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[El Fenix]

You got a feeling, eh? Your message was a little hard to decipher.

[Lion]

You we're definitely drunk this weekend Fenix. Because I'm a pal, next time we roll out I'll keep an eye on you.

[Ca$h]

El Fenix i will keep your $62.....for good. I have also been working along the same lines with some success. The more i open and talk the less i drink.so open more...

[El Fenix]

You we're definitely drunk this weekend Fenix. Because I'm a pal, next time we roll out I'll keep an eye on you.

I was a bit tipsy, I do admit. The effects were as much from the 2 or 3 beers i had as much as the strong stimulants I had taken.

Let me explain whats been goin down as of late:

A married friend of mine, who is not in the community, has been having an episode with his wife. Without going into much detail, he has had a very rough time of it, and very much needs a friend right now.

He wanted to get away from the situation for a bit, and have some cold ones and some guy time. We went to Quarter, then Republic. Thats where we saw you guys.
I was out to help a friend, not really to sarge that night, although I did open a few sets.
Thats the full disclosure from my end.

[Lion]

What were those stimulants you were telling me about? I need some of that so I don't drink either.

[El Fenix]

Redline energy drinks (much stronger than Red Bull)

Cytolean, or Lipo-6 pills. (longer lasting energy)

Pre workout suppplements:
Super Pump 250
White flood

[El Fenix]

Guys,

I'm frustrated with myself right now. I'm not seeing the success I know I should be having. As write this, a friend is crashing on my couch and nailing a FB of his. I've got to be honest, I rarely get jealous of peoples successes, but I'm feeling it right now.

I'm not satisfied with where I'm at. I need more results, and more consistent results. I have occasional success. Maybe I need more focus. Make it THE thing I do when I'm not working, or in the gym. I know I spend too much time wasting online. I could be using that to grow my game, and see what I need to see.
I wont sacrifice gym time. Not for sarging. Thats me time, the kind every guy needs.

I got into this game, to become the man I want to be, be more comfortable with women, expand my options with women, enjoy those options, and eventually find a girl to settle down with.

Right now, I'm feeling stuck. Not getting better, not getting worse. At a plateau really. I need to find a way to move forward, without spending a large amount of money for professional coaching.

I'm open to ideas, suggestions, whatever. Be brutally honest, beacuse anything you can tell me will hurt less, than remaining where I am. I cant stand this. I want out.