I've been feelling kinda depressed lately. Didn't have any success last weekend, and have been completely unable to find a girlfriend of even reasonable quality.
And that's sad, because I feel really lonely. Anywho, I opened a drawer that I had stuffed all my paper number closes (ony a small fraction of my total number closes since I've been in the game). It was stuffed--absolutely stuffed with numbers of girls. I never would have thought I could do something like this back in my AFC days.
I recall crying like a little bitch when my fiancee left me because I thought I could never have another girl like her. I've since number closed over 100 girls, and kiss closed at least a dozen. Many of whom were very high quality, IMO.
So now I look at this damn phone book I've compiled... I look in my texts message list and see two girls that texted me "Where u at?" Saturday night....one of whom is a very attractive stripper. I've made a lot of progress--it's just slower progress than I'd like. It is not the time to reflect on my lack of skill, it is time to step my game up, focus on my sticking points, and start handing out ZIOs like they're candy.
Now if I can just stop fucking up sets in comfort....

