Request

[Guest]

I lack the will to do shit anymore when I'm out.
I stand around, I hang out, I have a decent time, but I don't approach for jack.

Back in the day, I'd open pretty much anything that caught my eye.....and these days I rarely do much unless I get opened.
Its just a lack of will: I tell myself that the thrill is gone...it wont be worth the work....and so I just don't go for it anymore.

Problem is I then go home pissed that I didn't do anything.

So this is entirely an issue of motivation that I need to solve for myself...in my own head.

BUT I would like to ask a favor:
If you are out with me, and I'm standing around doing jack...call me out on it. Give me the cold shoulder, remind me of this post, whatever.
This goes for everyone: newbs and not-newbs alike. I don't care if you haven't approached or done shit either yet, I'm not concerned with hypocrisy...I'm just looking for a push.

I plan to make a concerted effort, myself, to get back on a roll again in the coming weeks/month (now that school is letting out), but any peer pressure you can provide will be appreciated.

Thank you.
That is all.

-Mo