isosceles cheese wrote:We ended up bouncing in a Quattroporte to some "Ivy" club where they had a tiger in a shadowdancer thingy where chicks just clowned on me...lol The highlight of my night was when 3 chicks came up and I just said hi and one quickly said, "we're waiting to talk to your friend, ok?" This is the kind of fucked up shit that floors me, and makes me want to kill.
Look dude, you've got a funky self defeatist attitude online. If you're anything like this in person, I can imagine why people would not want to be around you. I've never met you and I can already see a problem. Every post you've made in this thread is negative.
You need to take stock of what's going on around you and work on improving what's not to your satisfaction. Keep the following in mind (I'm loosely paraphrasing.)
Everyone wants to be great, but so few people are willing to put forth the effort to be great. - Tucker Max
isosceles cheese wrote:I'm pretty much after the body from this point forward. I always had this eutopian wet dream that I could find a woman I wanted to be around, or even speak to. However I've learned that this kind of thing is not an option, and I should just pursue skin.
Why are you giving up dude? You're barely a few steps into becoming who you want to be and where you want to be and want to turn your back on it already? It's just like lifting weights. You are not going to get results over night. The only way you're going to see any changes is to keep going at it the right way, all the way and not half assed.
