I feel like a monster

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piranha, i remember when that happened to you...i was supposed to meet you guys out at republic but i ended up in greenville and the rest is a blur.

honestly, given how much of a loose cannon i am, it's something of a miracle that i haven't been seriously fucked up yet. i owe a lot of that to my friends who i'm sure have bailed me out of a hard situation or two.

my best friend in the world fell off a 5 story balcony and is paralyzed now - guess why...drinking to the point of black out drunkeness.

could easily be me in that chair. could be anyone.

no, i'm serious about quitting drinking.

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Xanax won't help you that much...in the lower doses it won't do much and you won't have to worry about withdrawal issues... the effect you are wanting requires a higher dose and that's where you run into side effects like passing out and lost memory... you'll have a real good time but won't remember it and that's the dosage that'll get you into a dependency issue if you use it more than a month or two. Lexapro I have no idea other than my ex was on it for a while for depression and it did not make her more social. Might make you think less I dunno.

Methylprednisone is a prescription steroid medication used as an anti-inflammatory medicine. I don't think it'd would be great for you tho because it can bring out aggressive tendencies kind of like making you a belligerent drunk... if you're not a person that normally gets that way at all when drunk you'd probably fine but if you tend to act out more and get aggressive when drunk I wouldn't recommend it :)

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Jesus man you're like an encyclopedia of drug knowledge.

Anyway I sound like a nutcase, which is only partly true. Screw it.

[Guest]

lol i have done a lot of shit at least once or twice and if i haven't i've probably known someone who did.

Everybody has their own issues and shit to deal with... not using anything and overcoming would be the best solution, but that is usually easier said than done ;) Maybe as a community we need to focus more on figuring out how to improve that (social) aspect of our game without the use of any performance enhancers/social lubricants of any kind ;)