Epiphany

[MagicBalls]

I was invited to church the second time by the religious HB9 I've talked about. I'm not religious, but any social interaction I see as a good learning experience. Plus, the pastor, who is from another culture, is totally Alpha and I like observing him and interacting with him just because of that purpose.

Here in this church women take second place. So I'm sitting next to this girl, right, and the pastor is quoting the Bible saying, "women, submit yourself to your husband." Then I hear this chic go "Amen" and I'm like WTF? This is a girl I was intimidated by (but hid it well by negging and teasing), a girl that makes way more than me, who comes from high social class, a girl that a natural player that I know couldn't even get close to. And I'm sitting next to her in her most important social context, for the second time, which means the first time I must have made a good impression with her little church, and she's saying Amen to being submissive to a man.

And now I get it. Women by nature WANT to submit themselves and attach themselves to a man. But before they do that, they are going to test the hell out of you. For me, after two or three meetings I know enough about a person to know if I want an LTR with them or not. For a woman, she'll tag you, make you chase her, and then engage you. Once you think you're in, she'll start testing the hell out of you.

They have to see that you have an equal or higher value than them, in strength of character, in emotional turpitude, in your ability to make decisions and lead, in your ability to gage and asses social conflict, and in your patience and perseverance. They want to attach themselves to your frame, and the moment you attach yourself to their emotional and mental state, it's all over. You must have a strong frame, one that is worth following. Women have emotional ups and downs and changes of heart very often. If you base your existence on this, not only will you get thrown about and abused, you will never get the respect women will give to the man that they want to give themselves to fully.

Not that you're going to marry every woman you fuck, but you have to show strong qualities from the start, so that they see that you are worth every moment of their time.