background:
first exposed to the community 15 months ago
lived in country town, limited sarging potential
have a lot of alpha/natural baselines switched on
am a good looking guy, smart, legit high value guy
used the material to tweak country town game
recently (4 months) moved to a city of one million
recalibrating from small town to city game is mindfucking me
a LOT of material has coalesced, base personality fluctuating madly
have read and internalised much of what is out there; mm and dd mainly
preference/style:
i prefer low energy environments
excel at dialogue
excel at comfort
mediocre at approaching
mediocre at closing (getting a lot better)
good at kino, could use more canned games/tricks
alpha BL switched on well
prefer dd with jugglers SOIs thrown in over mm
results:
i mentally hold myself back because i dont believe that women want me as much as they really do
get AIed IOIed frequently and to a large degree in most environments
usually blow myself out by simply leaving set
had seduction location problems because of where i lived
now have mad pad in city, walk to party strip, logistics easier to handle
4 months ago was very happy to open, pulled off a random fclose
3 months ago very happy to # close, pulled off another fclose
2 months ago started kclosing very frequently, had a bit of a dry spell
1 month ago things started to heat up, 3 fcloses in that month
sticking points:
energy. not enough baseline energy to really go off in clubs
great internal game, SHIT outer game - zero canned routines/openers
still miscalibrated, heavily
lack of high value social group/social proof
looking forward to interacting with you guys. some developed players here, good to see. the local lair is a tad quiet, mm is a tad busy for my taste. see yous on the baord
edited becase i was stoned on a sleeping pill when i introed myself earlier
