Hello..again
Posted: Thu Dec 13, 2007 2:25 pmHi everyone. I first got involved in the community about 6 years ago. I started with fastseduction. I was really into NLP at the time. I had just come back from Austin. I met this girl at a local coffee shop and started running some patterns on her I had no Idea what I was doing but I ran the patterns and after enough neediness she went out with me. I felt like I was the pimp of the world! she was hot, foreign and living with me! after about three years of that life she called me one day and said I'm leaving...for another woman. fuck that tore me up. So I'm like OK, back to the beginning.
I started studying the M3 model and I was like OK I can do this...But I'm still a total chode right. I start talking to girls in my circle of friends. Lots of dates no lays. I actually spent a night sleeping in the bed with a girl. because I was too scared to close the deal!
But I felt like I'm the pimp of the world! again. That's when I met my ex-wife. She was the friend of a girl I was dating. I don't know why. but I got married to her. I spent the entire next year regretting that decision. eventually we separated.
An now here I am, I realize now looking back on the last six years I was never the pimp of the world. I never tried to learn in a slow methodical method. I wanted a magic pill! something to make me less lonely right now. I can't even do cold approach.
So now I'm here and I'm looking for a wing in the fort worth area to go out and learn with. I mean really learn. Like workout buddies. we can spur each other to greatness.
thanks,
Rockstar
I started studying the M3 model and I was like OK I can do this...But I'm still a total chode right. I start talking to girls in my circle of friends. Lots of dates no lays. I actually spent a night sleeping in the bed with a girl. because I was too scared to close the deal!
But I felt like I'm the pimp of the world! again. That's when I met my ex-wife. She was the friend of a girl I was dating. I don't know why. but I got married to her. I spent the entire next year regretting that decision. eventually we separated.
An now here I am, I realize now looking back on the last six years I was never the pimp of the world. I never tried to learn in a slow methodical method. I wanted a magic pill! something to make me less lonely right now. I can't even do cold approach.
So now I'm here and I'm looking for a wing in the fort worth area to go out and learn with. I mean really learn. Like workout buddies. we can spur each other to greatness.
thanks,
Rockstar