I'm ridiculously unhappy with my dating life

Here's how pathetic I am... I recently ran into an ex and hadn't had sex since her. That was 3 years ago. My goal here is to meet people and become a pick up artist. I've read the game, styles routines book, and other dating books. My main thing is getting someone to push me and force me to overcome extreme fear and approach. My life an confidence I believe are extremely being affected by not having women in my life. I'm here to learn and network.