Hi, I am a AFC and I wan't to change that

[Umbra0221]

To begin, I have low self-esteem, I am overweight (do have a bit of muscle though), and a fear of attractive women.

In my life, I only had one girlfriend which lasted about a month. I only dated her because is practically threw herself at me, but she wanted something serious.

I have asked a few out few girls out and been thoroughly rejected. I get the typical "I only see you as a friend," "You are a nice guy but I am not looking for anything right now," or straight up laugh in my face.

I have been aware of PUA for a long time, but never actually applied it since I do not go out often.

I am looking for a wingman/coach to help me, since I don't want to be an AFC anymore